ted nyman presents
am i see you?
Am I See You? follows Whitney Nelson (Tara Erickson) on her quest to find answers about a mysterious pin left behind by her departed mother. Along with her friend Alana (Sasha Boggs), she gets mixed up with a crazy cult of collectors who will stop at nothing to acquire her special pin.
Directed & Edited by
DARYL DELLA
Produced by
MICHAEL MARTIN
Executive Producers
TED NYMAN
DARYL DELLA
MICHAEL MARTIN
Producers
THEO ARMOUR
JOHN BAIN
NINA DELLA
MAISY KAY
ROISIN MADDEN
MITCHELL MARTIN
RICHARD ROBINSON
KIRAN UMAPATHY
GINO VIGIL
BECKER VON FELSBURG
CAST
TARA ERICKSON as Whitney Nelson
SASHA BOGGS as Alana Ancliffe
RAY REVELLO as The Maestro
BECKER VON FELSBURG as Sherman
MICHAEL MARTIN as Maddox
MITCHELL MARTIN as Braddox
DARYL DELLA as Safety Spiel Voice
SHELLEY OSBORNE as Training Video Host
JACK LEWKOWITZ as Train Conductor
LORENZO OCON as Mopey
GINO VIGIL as Gooby
MAISY KAY as Alish
CHRIS ROSS as Volume Guy
DARYL DELLA as Walt Disney
JOHN HAMPTON as Police Officer
THEO ARMOUR, DARYL DELLA, KIRSTEN DELLA, ERIC HOWARD, LONI LONZO, SINÉAD MADDEN, PATTY MARTIN, JAMES NEIL, DAVID QUINTANILLA, WILL RANKIN, BRANDON REED, KIRAN UMAPATHY, and ZACH WATSON as Cultists
KIRSTEN DELLA, HENRY ETHAN DELLA, ELIAS DALTON DELLA, and JENNIFER STERLING as Disneyland Guests
Cinematographer
DARYL DELLA
1st AD
TORIAN ALLEN
2nd AD
DAVID QUINTANILLA
Lighting Technicians
MICHAEL MARTIN
MITCHELL MARTIN
BECKER VON FELSBURG
TORIAN ALLEN
Craft Services
KIRSTEN DELLA
Set Design
DARYL DELLA
KIRSTEN DELLA
MICHAEL MARTIN
MITCHELL MARTIN
Prop Masters
DARYL DELLA
KIRSTEN DELLA
Choreographer
SASHA BOGGS
Behind the Scenes Videographers
ANTHONY BALUNSAT
DAVID QUINTANILLA
Set Sound Mixer
STEVEN LAGOSH
Boom Operator
BRIAN BAKER
Visual Effects
DARYL DELLA
ADR Sound Engineer
CLAIRE MORISON
Sound Mixer
DAVE NELSON
Dialogue Editor
MIIK DINKO
Location Manager
MICHAEL MARTIN
Special Makeup Effects
KIRSTEN DELLA
Set Photographers
MICHAEL MARTIN
LONI LONZO
8mm Disneyland Footage Shot by
HENRY T. DELLA
Film Transer
SCOTT FOSTER & LEGACY DIGITAL
Poster Art
AUSKEY
Original Score
JAKE HULL
“Bittersweet”
Written, Composed, and Performed by
MAISY KAY
“The Maestro’s Song”
Written and Composed by
ROBERT RUBY
Performed by
RAY REVELLO, GINO VIGIL, MAISY KAY, TARA ERICKSON, and SASHA BOGGS
Backing Vocals by
ROBERT RUBY, DARYL DELLA, and MICHAEL MARTIN
“Another Day”
Written and Composed by
ROBERT RUBY
Performed by
TARA ERICKSON
Original trailer
Winner of Best Trailer at the Another Hole in the Head Film Festival. Unravel the magical secrets behind a Disney-obsessed cult as Whitney investigates her mother’s mysterious pin, set against the whimsical backdrop of Disneyland.
premiere commercial
Step back in time to the 2020 San Francisco premiere of Am I See You? — a night when Disneyland magic and urban filth collided at the Embarcadero Center Cinema.
Characters
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Whitney Nelson
TARA ERICKSON
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Alana Ancliffe
SASHA BOGGS
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Sherman
BECKER VON FELSBURG
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The Maestro
RAY REVELLO
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Maddox
MICHAEL MARTIN
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Braddox
MITCHELL MARTIN
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ALISH
MAISY KAY
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Gooby
GINO VIGIL
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Cultists
VARIOUS
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Shelley
SHELLEY OSBORNE
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Walt Disney
DARYL DELLA
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Cigar Store indian
MAIN STREET, USA
Behind the Scenes
Genesis of a Dream
The inspiration for Am I See You? struck during a family trip to Disneyland, proving that even a wrong button press can spark cinematic magic. While Daryl Della and his family were enjoying the park, they met up with Tara Erickson, their new friend and actress. When Tara’s friend, Steve Moulton, tried to take a picture of Tara and Daryl with Daryl’s Panasonic GH5, he accidentally recorded a short five-second clip instead. That fleeting moment, shot through Daryl’s 12mm Lumix lens, captured the park in stunning cinematic detail, and something clicked for Daryl—literally and figuratively.
It had been years since Dollars & Donuts filmed in Disneyland, but now, with newer technology, they could make something that looked and felt like a real movie. Daryl’s creative wheels began turning. Unlike the cynical Escape from Tomorrow, which infamously criticized Disney culture through a guerrilla-style shoot at Disney World, Daryl wanted to celebrate the spirit of Walt Disney himself—a man he believed embodied ideals of American optimism, ingenuity, and storytelling magic. He wanted Am I See You? to be a tribute to the golden era of Disney, separating the good soul of Walt from the corporate bloat and over-marketing of the company’s more recent years.
Finding the Story: Pins, Cults, and Heart
The plot was sparked by Daryl’s own experiences with Disney pin trading, a niche hobby that his mother, Nina Della, was deeply involved in during family vacations. Daryl took inspiration from the over-the-top pin collectors he’d seen at the park—people decked out in thousands of pins, seemingly more focused on the obsession than the joy of the park itself. He imagined these collectors as part of a cult, their fanaticism feeding a loop of greed and corporate exploitation that was ultimately destroying the magic meant for families and children.
Daryl pitched the concept to Daniel Viau, a writer he’d worked with on an earlier unproduced project. His prompt was succinct: “A woman and her friend deal with a cult of Disney pin collectors.” From this simple idea, Daniel spun several half-page concepts, one of which resonated deeply with Daryl. The chosen story focused on Whitney, a woman navigating the grief of losing her mother while becoming entangled with the bizarre and sinister world of Disney pin collectors.
The narrative added layers of meaning for Daryl, who saw the project as an opportunity to honor his mother. Up until this point, most of his films were collaborative tributes to his father, Hank Della, who shared Daryl’s love of movies and the Dollars & Donuts brand of filmmaking. Am I See You? would be a way to express appreciation for his mom and her influence.
Shaping the Characters: Breaking Stereotypes
Daniel’s script initially included a male best friend for Whitney, but Daryl wanted to push against the cliché. He saw this film as a challenge to Dollars & Donuts’ reputation for hyper-masculine, edgy filmmaking. The character Alan was rewritten as Alana, a role intended for Sasha Boggs. This adjustment gave the film its Bechdel-test-breaking dynamic while also setting up a romantic narrative between Whitney and the villain-turned-ally Sherman.
Sherman, named as a nod to the Sherman Brothers, was written as a comic sidekick villain in the tradition of classic Disney films, ultimately redeeming himself in the film’s third act. This gave the story a warm, nostalgic arc while maintaining a Dollars & Donuts edge.
Serendipity and the Emotional Core
When Daryl saw the parallels between the script and Tara Erickson’s real-life story of losing her mother, he hesitated to send it to her, fearing it might be too personal or upsetting. Instead, Tara embraced it as serendipitous, finding meaning in the timing and depth of the story.
Titles, Tensions, and Test Runs
The title Am I See You? was an attempt to evoke nostalgia for the classic Mickey Mouse Club March (“M-I-C… K-E-Y…”). While the name carried a playful nod to Disney’s iconic song, it was never one of Daryl Della’s favorites. The team couldn’t agree on a better alternative, so the title stuck. Daryl later created a personal headcanon to justify the name, imagining it as something the lead character, Whitney, might have said to her mother as a child—an endearing bit of kid-speak that carried personal meaning. Looking back, Daryl regrets not clarifying this in the script, feeling it was one of several storytelling decisions that could have been sharper, though he still holds the project close to his heart.
Personal Struggles Amid Creative Ambition
Behind the scenes, Am I See You? was shaped by both creative ambition and personal heartbreak. Around the time of the film’s early development, Daryl’s father, Hank Della, was diagnosed with heart disease and given a grim prognosis. The news hit Daryl hard, casting a shadow over his work. Determined to not let his grief derail the project, he gathered the Dollars & Donuts crew for a lunch at their favorite spot, Westlake Joe’s. The meeting included Michael Martin, Mitchell Martin, Ray Revello, Becker Von Felsburg, and Lorenzo Ocon.
Daryl opened the lunch by breaking the news about his father. The crew offered words of comfort and optimism about Hank’s chances, but Daryl, ever pragmatic, used the moment to brace his team for the emotional challenges ahead. Then, with the heavy part of the meeting over, they transitioned to discussing their filmmaking plans for the year, including the Am I See You? script.
Casting Challenges and Rising Tensions
When Daryl presented the idea for Am I See You?, he emphasized the significance of it being Dollars & Donuts’ first female-led film. He had envisioned the roles of Whitney and Alana specifically for Tara Erickson and Sasha Boggs. Michael Martin’s immediate reaction was, “That’s great, but let’s hire anyone but Sasha and Tara.” Michael, often more transactional in his approach to collaborators, suggested recasting, a move Daryl strongly opposed. Daryl doubled down on his decision, stating the script had been tailored for Tara and Sasha and that Michael needed to play nice. This exchange marked a growing rift between the two partners, foreshadowing the tensions that would escalate in the coming years.
Budgeting and Early Test Runs
Given the film’s ambitious script and its reliance on Disneyland as a central setting, budget concerns loomed large. Beyond the typical costs of production, they were essentially planning a Disneyland vacation with an attached film shoot—a significant expense. To manage costs, the crew decided to split production into two phases: shooting the park footage first, followed by the cult sequences, which would be filmed later in a warehouse.
To fund the project, they launched a Kickstarter campaign with a $10,000 goal. The team wasn’t sure if they could reach such an ambitious target, but Daryl committed to unprecedented transparency. He vowed to post daily videos, flooding followers with behind-the-scenes updates and access to the Dollars & Donuts creative process like never before.
To kick things off, Daryl and Michael drove to Los Angeles to meet with Tara and Sasha at Downtown Disney. There, they shot test footage and held a script read-through at Trader Sam’s Enchanted Tiki Bar. Tara Erickson and Sasha Boggs bantered through the script with the kind of chemistry that reminded everyone why the roles had been written for them in the first place.
As plans took shape, the team began to feel the enormity of what they were attempting: a film that was at once deeply personal, logistically demanding, and entirely Dollars & Donuts in spirit. Lest anyone forget, filming in Disneyland is no small feat. With around 44,000 visitors packing the park daily, the Dollars & Donuts team faced a delicate balancing act: capturing cinematic moments without disturbing the magic for others—or drawing too much attention to themselves. Walking through Downtown Disney, Daryl, Sasha, Tara, and Michael assessed their surroundings, testing what could be shot within the park’s strict limitations and how they could make it feel like a real film without their usual arsenal of gear.
The crew quickly discovered that improvisation was key.
Improvisation and Corndogs: Filming Amid the Crowds
The Dollars & Donuts crew faced a unique challenge filming in Disneyland without drawing the watchful eyes of park security. Their solution? Pretend they were tourists and let improvisation rule the day. There would be no traditional film terms like “Action” or “Cut,” and no excessive retakes. If a line was blown, the actors would circle back to their starting point and seamlessly work it into casual conversation.
For Tara Erickson, this loose approach was an adjustment. Accustomed to the structure of professional sets, she struggled with the freeform style. Daryl and Sasha, on the other hand, thrived on the chaos, finding Tara’s discomfort amusing. To streamline the process, Sasha suggested a playful code word: “corndog.” A casual “Anyone want a corndog?” was their signal to start rolling, and soon, “corndog” became the rallying cry for everything, from cues to inside jokes.
Arriving in Anaheim: Overnight Drives and Rip Taylor Impressions
Daryl and Becker Von Felsburg embarked on an overnight drive from the Bay Area to Anaheim, using the long hours to develop Becker’s character, Sherman. By morning, they were at the Anaheim Hotel courtyard, pacing out scenes for Main Street. Becker decided Sherman would speak with a Rip Taylor-inspired voice, something he’d quickly regret,
The next day, Tara and Sasha joined the team, and Michael Martin, famously late to everything, eventually arrived. In a nod to Walt Disney, all the male cast members donned mustaches, which became a theme for both phases of production. The right costume can make or break a character, so Tara and Sasha were brought back to the hotel to try on their outfits. Sasha, self-deprecating as ever, joked about her $60,000 acting school tuition being put to good use while debating whether to tuck her top in or leave it loose. “You look like you’re on spring break,” Tara teased.
Becker Von Felsburg's character, Sherman, required a very specific look—an overzealous Disney pin collector who practically oozes obsession. The team spent an entire day in their Anaheim Hotel room decking out Becker’s jacket with over 400 pins, carefully arranging them to give the impression of a truly dedicated trader. Each pin was meticulously placed, ranging from Mickey Mouse ears to a stormtrooper shaped like an egg. Sherman’s over-the-top personality began to emerge, especially as Becker donned the jacket. The Rip Taylor-inspired voice he developed for Sherman was already grating, with Becker protesting, “I hate this voice,” while Daryl laughed in the background.
With costumes finalized, scenes blocked out, and “corndog” firmly ingrained in their lexicon, the team was ready to tackle Disneyland with their unique brand of mischief and creativity.
Evening Rehearsals: A Magical Blend of Work and Play
Once the jacket was ready, the team headed into Disneyland to block their scenes and test out the Panasonic GH5’s low-light capabilities. The setting sun transformed the park into a dazzling spectacle, a perfect backdrop for their shots. Between blocking scenes, the team indulged in some classic Disneyland experiences. They rode Big Thunder Mountain Railroad, devoured a massive turkey leg, and grabbed drinks at Trader Sam’s Enchanted Tiki Bar. “Mixing a short film shoot with a Disneyland vacation has to be the best idea we’ve ever had,” Sasha joked, biting into the turkey leg for what would become an impromptu promo shot.
Day One: Disneyland—Magic on the Move
With months of preparation behind them, the team finally set foot in Disneyland to begin filming Am I See You?. The morning was a flurry of excitement as they arrived early to take advantage of the quiet park hours. The opening scenes unfolded on Main Street U.S.A., which Daryl Della described as "the best movie set you could ask for," with Tara Erickson and Sasha Boggs delivering their lines while Michael Martin tinkered with a ragtime piano nearby, annoying onlookers and Dollars & Donuts crew alike.
The day quickly shifted into a high-energy montage. Matterhorn Bobsleds, Mad Tea Party, and Indiana Jones Adventure were all featured, creating dynamic visuals to set the tone. However, it was Splash Mountain that truly tested their endurance. After three consecutive ride-throughs, Becker was soaked to the bone from sitting in the front row, while Daryl managed to get yelled at over the loudspeakers by turning around mid-ride to capture a unique angle.
The Cigar Store Indian
One of the central plot points in Am I See You? was Whitney’s emotional journey to recreate a cherished photo with her mother—taken in front of Disneyland’s iconic cigar store Indian. The choice of this prop was deliberate. First, the Indian has been a fixture in Disneyland for decades, largely unchanged amidst the park’s constant evolution. Its enduring presence fit seamlessly into the story’s theme of nostalgia and continuity. Second, there are actually two cigar store Indians in the park: one on Main Street, and another in Frontierland. Daryl’s backup plan was to pivot to the Frontierland Indian if shooting on Main Street became unfeasible, ensuring they could capture this crucial moment regardless of circumstances.
Day Two: Pickup Shots and a New Montage
Day two of filming was all about capturing pickups for scenes shot on Main Street the day prior, as well as creating a dynamic new montage of attractions. With the Panasonic GH5’s slow-motion feature, the crew revisited rides like the Mad Tea Party and Big Thunder Mountain, adding fresh footage to enhance the earlier sequences. They also ventured into the beloved classic it’s a small world. Before you say anything—yes, the song can be divisive, but Daryl defended its beautifully simple and timeless charm. Plus, it is air-conditioned.
The team’s signature humor and camaraderie were on full display. Corn Dog Wolverine made a triumphant (and scorching) return. The joke, originally created by Becker on a previous Disneyland trip for Daryl’s son Henry’s second birthday, involved him clutching three of the famously oversized corn dogs like Wolverine claws, quipping in character before scarfing them down. Becker burned his hands and mouth on the still-hot dog oil but stayed committed to the bit. It was a natural addition to the film, and this time, he repeated the gag for the camera with just as much gusto.
Phase 1 Wraps: From Pins to Party
With the last shot for Phase 1 captured, the Dollars & Donuts crew reflected on their hard-fought day. As they checked off their final shots, a small crowd of Disneyland’s dedicated pin traders gravitated toward “Crazy Becker’s Pin Emporium,” admiring the 400-pin monstrosity that had become Becker’s jacket. The spectacle was perfectly on-brand for the absurdity of the production, even as exhaustion set in.
If there’s one thing the Dollars & Donuts crew does as well as making films, it’s getting drunk together. While the rest of the crew packed up and regrouped, Daryl and Tara, being the only annual passholders in the group, took the opportunity to escape to California Adventure for some much-needed drinks. The team reconvened at Trader Sam’s Enchanted Tiki Bar, where the drinks were as strong as the crew’s ability to laugh off exhaustion. Daryl and Tara had a noticeable head start in the drinking department, much to everyone else’s amusement. The group toasted their success, basking in the chaos and camaraderie that had defined Phase 1.
The wrap party was everything Dollars & Donuts fans would expect: loud, messy, and full of snark. On the ride back, the crew continued their antics in a cab-turned-dance party. Daryl and Sasha shared the back seat, where Sasha surprised everyone by pulling out a kazoo. The spontaneous performance turned the already-rowdy cab ride into a borderline musical, with Sasha’s kazoo setting the tone and Daryl gamely playing along. Tara even tried to "eat" her pins for dinner.
Ted Nyman Presents kickstarter Success
Returning from the whirlwind of Phase 1 filming at Disneyland, Daryl dove headfirst into editing the Behind-the-Scenes footage for the Kickstarter campaign. The team planned to launch on May 19, 2019, and anxiously awaited the results. What they didn’t expect, however, was waking up on May 21 to find the campaign fully funded—just two days after launch!
Their friend Ted Nyman had made an extraordinary pledge of $10,000 to secure the executive producer title, a move that floored the entire team. In recognition of Ted’s generosity, the film was officially renamed Ted Nyman Presents: Am I See You? complete with a custom title card designed to resemble the iconic vintage Buena Vista logo, a nod to classic Disney.
Relief and New Possibilities
Ted’s early contribution not only alleviated the stress of meeting their funding goal but also created a ripple effect. With the campaign gaining momentum, contributions continued to pour in, surpassing their wildest dreams. By the end of the campaign, the total reached an astonishing $17,176, allowing Dollars & Donuts to expand their ambitions for Phase 2.
The unexpected windfall gave the crew the opportunity to elevate their production value. They rented the RED Monstro, a high-end VistaVision-style camera renowned for its stunning image quality. The Monstro’s massive sensor and cutting-edge capabilities would capture Phase 2 with unparalleled sharpness and dynamic range. For Daryl, it felt like a full-circle moment—bringing a modern cinematic edge to a story rooted in nostalgic reverence for classic Disney.
Post-Production Part 1: ADR and Beyond
During editing, Daryl decided to simplify the story’s emotional arc. The original script had Whitney reflecting on both her grandmother’s and mother’s deaths, but this felt overly complicated in execution. Daryl opted to shift the focus solely to Whitney’s mother. With a single line changed in ADR, the narrative became more streamlined, allowing Whitney’s nostalgia to resonate more clearly.
Early in production, Daryl had anticipated the problem of crowds, background noise, and Disneyland’s constant soundtrack of copyrighted tunes making their audio unusable and decided all dialogue would be re-recorded through ADR (Automated Dialogue Replacement). However, this decision led to its own set of challenges.
Tara Erickson had been vocal about wanting to smuggle lavalier mics into the park for cleaner on-set audio. But Daryl, wary of attracting unwanted attention from Disney security, insisted they’d manage with ADR. For Tara, this felt unnatural and disconnected, but Daryl, a fan of classic cinema where ADR was often the norm, didn’t mind. Still, looking back, he acknowledges they could have done a better job blending the ADR with the footage.
The process took place at Bedrock LA, where Tara and Sasha spent hours meticulously re-recording their lines. Daryl and an expert sound engineer worked tirelessly to ensure the performances matched the on-screen footage, line by painstaking line. According to Sasha, the process was "the stuff of nightmares," especially the claustrophobic sound booth.
An Evening at 4400 Bar
That night, Daryl, Sasha, and Tara celebrated completing ADR at 4400 Bar in Silverlake. Over drinks, they reflected on the production so far and let loose. When Tara left early, Daryl and Sasha stayed behind, turning their casual conversation into a brainstorming session and sparking ideas that would shape their creative journey for years to come.
Phase 2: Building the Cult’s World
As Phase 2 began, Dollars & Donuts transitioned from Disneyland to an expansive and meticulously designed world of Disney-inspired nostalgia and dark satire. The team rented a warehouse in Oakland, California, to serve as the cult’s lair, transforming the empty space into an over-the-top shrine to obsessive Disney fandom. The set design emphasized nostalgia and personal connections, blending the Disneyana aesthetic with Daryl’s family history.
The space was filled with references ranging from a porcelain Goofy figurine Daryl’s aunt Vicky had gifted him in his childhood to a replica of Disneyland’s original “D” sign — a nod to Daryl and Ray’s encounter with John Stamos’s house during a Los Angeles road trip. Other key items included a Big Al doll from The Country Bears Jamboree complete with Tex Ritter’s album with the song “Blood on the Saddle,” mouse ears signed by Annette Funicello, a vintage Ludwig Von Drake doll, and a 3D-printed Nautilus from 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, courtesy of Brian Grima.
The central macguffin was Walt Disney’s fictional Smoke Tree Ranch tie pin, reimagined as a tie pin Whitney’s mother had received from Walt himself.
Casting the Cult
The Dollars & Donuts ensemble expanded significantly to populate the cult’s lair. Ray Revello stepped into the role of the Maestro, a flamboyant and deranged cult leader. Michael Martin eagerly returned to acting as Maddox, one of the Maestro’s devoted henchmen, while his brother Mitch Martin joined the cast as Braddox, creating a twin dynamic that allowed for matching outfits inspired by Dick Van Dyke’s costumes in Mary Poppins. Lorenzo Ocon played Mopey, a warped version of Dopey from Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, while Gino Vigil embodied Gooby, a sinister ringmaster dressed in a grotesque Goofy muzzle found on Etsy. Recording artist Maisy Kay, a Disney fan and Kickstarter donor, played Alish, a reimagining of Alice in Wonderland.
The cult’s world was further fleshed out by an eclectic mix of longtime collaborators and friends, all of whom added their own quirks to the twisted collective.
From Songs to Cinematic Ambition
Before shooting began, Daryl decided that the film needed musical numbers to pay homage to Disney’s rich musical history. Songwriter Robert Ruby was brought on to craft two pivotal songs. The Maestro’s grand entrance became a villainous talk-singing number reminiscent of 1990s Disney animated features, while Whitney’s character arc culminated in an indie power ballad. These musical additions elevated the film’s emotional depth and narrative complexity, blending satire with heartfelt moments.
To record the songs, Daryl and Michael drove to Los Angeles, where Tara Erickson, Sasha Boggs, and Gino Vigil laid down their vocal tracks. The Maestro’s song, in particular, became a centerpiece of the production, showcasing Ray’s theatrical flair as the cult leader.
The integration of Disney songs into the narrative of Am I See You? elevated the film’s emotional resonance and playful tone, weaving music deeply into the plot. One of the most hilarious moments came from Sherman and Alana's connection as they quote-sang A Whole New World from Aladdin. This scene inspired their escape later in the film in a clever nod to Who Framed Roger Rabbit? In a climactic scene, Whitney uses Disney songs to outwit the Maestro. She and Alana sing a medley of Disney tunes, baiting Sherman into joining them with an enthusiastic rendition of Zip-a-Dee-Doo-Dah. The Maestro, always desperate for the spotlight, can’t tolerate being upstaged, and the sequence becomes a violent turning point in the cult's unraveling.
The musical contributions didn’t stop there. Maisy Kay, an accomplished pop star, was cast as Alish and participated in the Maestro’s song. To the team’s surprise and delight, Maisy offered to compose and perform an additional piece for the film. Daryl eagerly took her up on the offer, suggesting a nostalgic tone inspired by Candle on the Water from Pete’s Dragon and Someone’s Waiting for You from The Rescuers, two lullabies his mother used to sing to him as a baby. Maisy created Bittersweet, a stunning ballad that became the perfect opening for the film. Her hauntingly beautiful voice carried over the credits, accompanied by actual Super 8mm footage that Daryl’s grandfather shot in the early 1960s.
The footage was nothing short of serendipitous—it featured Daryl’s father as a boy running around Disneyland, coincidentally near the very same Cigar Store Indian central to Whitney's story. This unexpected intersection of personal history and art added an incredible layer of authenticity and emotion to the film. It was as if the universe itself conspired to tie the threads of Am I See You? together, further cementing its nostalgic heart and thematic depth.
Improvisation and Adaptation
True to Dollars & Donuts’ ethos of constant improvisation, Daryl continued to tweak the script as opportunities arose. Alana’s character arc expanded to include Daryl’s father’s childhood Disneyland pocketknife, which became a key tool for Whitney and Alana’s escape. The collectible shop scene, originally planned for a location near Disneyland, was instead shot at Coastside Comics in Pacifica, a beloved local store. The scene was brought to life with intricate details, including a replica of Uncle Scrooge’s Number One Dime, painstakingly crafted by Daryl and Kirsten. Price tags handwritten by Daryl’s grandmother added an authentic, heartfelt touch.
The cult’s kidnapping scene provided an opportunity for a dramatic visual shift. Filmed on the RED Monstro, the scene begins with Whitney and Alana having sacks thrown over their heads. When the sacks are removed, the aspect ratio expands from 2.35:1 to 16:9, taking full advantage of the Monstro’s VistaVision full-frame sensor. This transition creates a stunning and immersive effect, symbolizing the characters’ descent into the Maestro’s surreal world.
Technical Hurdles and Creative Ingenuity
Lighting posed a significant challenge. Daryl’s vision for the Maestro’s big number required stage lighting reminiscent of live performances, but professional lighting technicians proved too expensive and ill-suited for film work. In true DIY fashion, the team purchased stage lights and crafted their own setup, a decision that lowered production quality but stayed true to their resourceful roots.
In contrast, sound quality saw a significant upgrade. Tara Erickson’s complaints about the Phase 1 audio were addressed by hiring professional sound mixers Steven Lagosh and Brian Baker, ensuring pristine audio for the warehouse scenes.
Filming Phase 2 was a massive undertaking, with long hours spent transforming the warehouse, perfecting costumes, and orchestrating complex musical sequences. Despite the challenges, the team’s commitment to plussing every detail—from the handpicked Disneyana to the dynamic musical numbers—brought the cult’s world to vivid life. The transition from Phase 1’s guerrilla-style Disneyland shoot to Phase 2’s ambitious and theatrical set pieces showcased the Dollars & Donuts crew at their most innovative, blending heartfelt homage with biting satire to create a truly unique cinematic experience.
A Tribute to Both Parents
After the whirlwind of production, Am I See You? entered post-production, but the process took an unexpected and somber turn when Daryl’s father, Hank Della, passed away on November 29, 2019. The loss brought an immediate halt to the film’s December premiere plans, as Daryl and the Dollars & Donuts team paused to grieve and reassess. Production resumed in the new year, with the premiere rescheduled for February 13, 2020.
The film, initially conceived as a tribute to Daryl's mother, Nina, evolved into something more profound. Hank had unwittingly left his mark on the project, appearing in the Super 8mm footage used in the opening credits and through the countless personal mementos tied to him scattered throughout the film. Whitney’s story of loss and remembrance, originally inspired by Nina, took on an added layer of poignancy as the narrative began to echo Daryl’s own mourning. Photos of Nina were prominently used as images of Whitney’s departed mother—photos taken by Hank during their youth.
This connection was further solidified with a new end-credit dedication that featured Super 8mm footage of Nina, captured by Hank when they were both teenagers. What began as a tribute to Daryl’s mom subtly transformed into something far more profound. In honoring his parents, Daryl unknowingly honored the experiences that shaped him — their love for each other, their influence on his passions, and their enduring presence in his life. The film’s heart deepened, becoming a testament to the unplanned and poignant ways life, love, and loss can shape art. It was no longer just a story about Whitney’s journey; it was a reflection of how we carry those we love with us, through every frame, every story, and every moment of our own lives.
The Premiere Night
The February premiere was an emotional evening, filled with both celebration and remembrance. Daryl took the stage to introduce the film, alongside producer Michael Martin, Ray Revello, Becker Von Felsburg, Mitchell Martin, and the film’s stars, Tara Erickson and Sasha Boggs. His speech was heartfelt, laced with humor, and reflected the gravity of the moment:
”We’ve been making movies together for a long time, and every movie we’ve made until now, I was really directing for my dad - and tonight was the first time I was ever making something specifically for my mom. It includes a lot of the things she loves, it is inspired by her hobbies, and was really meant as a love letter to her and what she means to me - and, really, to all our moms and what they mean to us. And then my dad went and found a way to make the entire night about him anyway. So, sorry mom. You almost got one! But this one’s for dad too.”